blog 15 part 2. troublesom feelings.

As I wrote in the previous blog, old wounds and traumas are healed when difficult feelings come to the surface. It is not the troublesome feelings themselves that make you heal. But it's when these energies come up to leave your system that you find it hard. You are healed by feeling their energy. You don't have to go into the feelings and try to figure out what it is. You have not done anything wrong. You don't feel what you feel because you did something wrong. You only feel energies leaving your system. And it can feel hard. Know it's not you. It is not even certain that it is your wounds and trauma. It may be your ancestors that you have taken it upon yourself to heal in this incarnation. So there's nothing wrong with feeling the way you do. You have not done anything wrong. You are not going backwards in development. Your guides have not left you. Everything is as it should be.
You can say that one door closes so that another can be opened, and you are between the doors. The one behind you has been closed. The one in front of you has not been opened yet. But your guides are with you all the way, cheering you on. They lead you all the way to the next door. Between the doors it is dark. But when the new door opens, the light comes. You see again with new eyes, you have been healed a little more. You have grown.
But you don't grow because you feel bad. You are growing because old energies have left your system. To leave more room for the light that enters you. It's what makes you grow. The old leaves and the new enters. Not that you feel bad. You kind of get that in the bargain, unfortunately. But everything passes. Nothing is permanent here on planet Gaia. Everything changes, even the hard things.
So let it pass through you completely freely as I wrote in the previous blog. If you try to fight the feelings because you think they are troublesome, it will take longer, and it will be more troublesome. Know that everything is as it should be. You are not the feelings. This is because something old is leaving you to make way for something new and wonderful. This is how we grow.
I have no recollection of it, but I can imagine that it is quite tough to be born into this earth. Quite crowded to get out. But when you're outside, it's bright and a lot of people who love you and look happy.
In order for there to be room for something new and better, the old has to go, and as I said, that can hurt. But can you see that there is nothing wrong with you. You have not done anything wrong. That everything is as it should be. That it is for your highest good. That it's good for you. Then it will be easier. And faster.
Some say you grow through pain. That is not the point. You can learn a lot when you feel great. It has nothing to do with it. The only thing it has to do with is something old leaving you. Old wounds and trauma. And they are felt. And that's okay. Just as it should be. When the second door opens, something new begins. Most people have heard of the dark night of the soul. There are probably a few different levels to it. How bad you feel, I mean. I believe that all these times when we find ourselves between the doors is a dark night of the soul. When you come out the other side of that night, you've healed a little more. You've grown a little more. Got rid of more darkness.
You are exactly as you should be, and you have done nothing wrong. Your guides are with you all the way and love you unconditionally. Even and you feel as if they are in another universe. They are never as close to you as when you are going through difficult and dark things. They carry you forward. Trust that they carry you, even if it doesn't feel like it. The door in front of you may not be visible, but it is there and rest assured that it will open. Everything will be bright again. Everything is as it should be.

This is channeled by the Holy Spirit and Jesus.

You who are reading this now, just you, I love you with all my heart!

Lots of love and light to you!