BLOG 5 My journey

It's been a while since I've written anything here about what's been going on in my life. When I came home from the cycling trip to Sala, I had nowhere to stay, but lived for a long time in the tent waiting to find a place to live. It got quite chilly in the end and a house outside Sala could not be found. Now I know it wasn't meant to be either. I have found an apartment in a small town called Norberg, which is located in northern Västmanland. I also lived here for a few months last winter before I set out on my journey. I have my youngest son and his partner here in the city so it fits perfectly.

A lot happened during my cycling trip this summer. I grew so that it cracks in many ways, inside of course. In terms of body weight, I haven't been that light since I grew past that weight in my teens. One reason my guides wanted me to go on this trip was that I would realize that I have a lot of anxiety, and that I would work it out. I would also figure out where I would be in life, physically. And that is where I am now in Norberg. My plan was to cycle down to Spain and be there over the winter. Maybe even to settle there, in Spain or Portugal. But when I was on the trip in southern Sweden, down in Skanör (can be read in the tab the journey), something happened that made me change that. There were some things that were supposed to happen, that never happened. Which made me have enough. I remember waking up in the middle of the night and deciding to get back to Sala. Whether it was for my highest good or not, we have free will. I took out my pendulum and spoke to my guide, The Holy Spirit. I said that: I don't want to go down to Spain, even if it's in my best interest to get there. I suck at it. I cycled back to Sala. The Holy Spirit said that: Leffe, now your eyes were opened. I was never meant to go to Spain. I have tried to escape from where I come from. But now it occurred to me that I want to go back there. And it is for my highest good. It was a great weight that was lifted from my shoulders. I also understood that my guides wanted me to figure this out on my own, and sometimes it takes time for us humans.

A lot happened during the trip. Met wonderful people. Chris and Wolfgang are two friends for life, we are in contact at regular intervals. We'll see when we see each other next time.
One thing I mentioned that was also being worked on was the anxiety. Haven't seen myself as someone who worries, but what can be wrong. This has not occurred to me since I arrived at the apartment in Norberg. My guides want to give me a lot of things. I am nobody special. We are all the same so this applies to you too. We are all one, part of the creator/source/God, whatever you want to call it. I say God. I'm not religious, I'm spiritual. I believe that religions are created by people to control people. Follow your heart and you will always be right. To me, religion is like swimming in an aquarium submerged in the sea. To be spiritual, you swim freely in the sea. That's what I think, you don't have to agree with me. Will get to this in the blogs to come, because it's going to be very spiritual.
Back to the worries. I wrote it in the last blog so I don't need to bring it up again, but it is very important. Worry destroys EVERYTHING. Lower energies and the darkness do everything to make us worry. Because you create what you expect. And if you worry, you create misery. And worry prevents you from being able to receive what your guides want to give you. It simply puts an end to it. I write again the sentences that I received from Jesus regarding the worries. In brackets my interpretation of the word.

Worry breeds worry. (dedicates to)
Worry makes you harmless.
Worry divides worry. (talking)
Worry suppresses worry with worry. (torments)
Worry paints the devil on the wall. (Swedish speech set)
Worry reduces your confidence.
Worry begets worry. (creates)

If you think about it. If you worry about someone, does it help that person? Does it help you, do you feel good about it? It doesn't help either of you. You just feel shit, and you create chaos. Worry is a programming and brainwashing. If you don't worry, there is something wrong with you. Isn't it better to be calm and have total peace. Don't you think better then? If you can do something for the person you're worried about, it's easier to find a solution if you're calm. Then you create with what you expect.
Worry always thinks the worst. Painting the devil on the wall. 99% of what you worry about will never happen anyway. We don't need the worry. We need peace. The worry is not from the light. Peace is from the light.
My anxiety is going away, more and more. A tip I got from one of my guides was: Leave the worry to God, and ask Him to heal you from it. Then receive healing, and mean it. I promise it will help. You will be amazed at what happens to you. I know because it works, if you mean it.

And we all have guides who are close to us and help us. A whole team. And you can learn to hear them. Start talking to them. Listen inwardly. They sound like your thoughts, but still not quite. They want you to hear them. You chose them before you incarnated here. You have chosen them so that you are never alone. You always have help from them.
I started to hear them via the pendulum. After a while, I heard what they were going to write before they wrote. The pendulum was like a confirmation. Many begin to hear them through meditation. Because it is important to have a calmness, a peace in yourself, to hear them. But they want you to hear them. They long to get in touch with you. They love you unconditionally.
There is no difference between me and you. We are one. We are all one. We are all from the same source. There is no separation, it is a lie. God cannot separate himself from us, for we are a part of him. He cannot separate himself. It is we who have tried to separate ourselves from him. But that's another blog.
But know that there is no sin, there is no guilt. It is a lie and a programming from the darkness and religions to push you down. You are completely pure and holy before God. You always have been and always will be. Because sin and guilt do not exist. But we will deal with that later in the future. Know that God loves you unconditionally. You are his child. Always has been and always will be. Completely pure and innocent. Remember that, and have complete peace!
This is channeled by the Holy Spirit and Archangel Gabriel!
I love each and every one of you! Love and light to you!